To The Threshold And Beyond

Five years in the making,

And I’m still here,

Where are you?

Five years in the making,

And where are you?!

Always at the clubs, always at the raves,

You’re the life of the party,

And I’m at home,

Waiting for you to come by!

You never show up,

It been 5 years in the making,

And I’m no longer here,

Waiting for you to come home,

The phone won’t ring anymore

Because I be gone,

Gone for good!

But you won’t miss me,

You be too busy,

Because five years in the making,

And I'll Be Gone!

Gone For Good!

White Wolf peom

Eyes sparkle in the moonlight,
Our world as one,
Breaking away our walls,
confiding in our trust,
The love and friendship grows,
Hiding in a cave together,
Our two front paws touching each others,
My tail entangle with your tail,
The feeling of being happy forever,
I will protect you,
From the bitterness of the outside world,
Watching and looking at the full moon,
I howl for you,
You are my beautiful white wolf.

My World poem

You are my world,
Your eyes are my stars,
My sunset is your smile,
Everytime it rains,
It is your tears,
You are my world.

Hanging seems so nice sometimes,

To just hang there in one place and have no worries at all,

Not moving at all just staying still as day,

Hanging around just hanging around,

With this noose around the neck,

Ironically weird how nice just hanging around is,

Shame we can't all do just do that every now and then.

Theres nothing left here for me anymore,
All Im seeing is a world of forgetting and rage,
I'm a bad bad man click click boom,
theses hands of reason are fucking bleeding,
Knuckles are scar'd, bloody and bruised,
The anger is always there in my eyes,
Always trying to fucking run from it all,
But your always there blocking me from it all,
Trying to get me to understand is fing hard as hell,
I'm not peferct but so aren't you,
The knuckles are bleeding and bruised more now and days,
Come on come on it be so much easy to just click click boom,
I'm a runner and thats who I am,
So let me run,
I dont give a shit anymore,
The rage is fucking spreading past my eyes,
And into my heart I'm dying slowly,
Your just trying to help,
I know, I know,
That you care but its hard so hard,
To see that when all I feel is rage and emptiness yet again,
I don't mean to be, I dont want to be,
But im a bad bad man, Click Click Boom,
It just damn easy,
The gates of easiness are so close to me,
All I gotta do is make a call,
And I be back there in that life,
Of ways to deal with things,
I don't mean to be, but I know,
I know, Im a bad bad man,
It's so hard to see the good in things,
Days seem fine and other days its all fucking shadowed with anger and uneasiness,
Click Click Boom
It could be that just so simple,
I wish my life could be different or do I?

Struggles,
Oh theses oh so damn struggles of mine,
They never seem to change any,
Things are changed so much,
No longer do I have the three outlets I once had,
And if your wondering,
It was smoking, drugs, and alkohol,
But now there are no more outlets,
And its seeming to get harder,
Theses struggles I hate, theses struggles I live with,
It's never easy ever,
I wish there were easier ways to get through this,
It's so hard so damn hard to be not angry,
This poem sucks.
It is hard to be positive,
When I got theses things looming over me,
Yeah, this poem isnt great or good,
Always seem to get harder and harder,
To find light in theses sort of things,
Even laughter is harder to come by,
But I try I try,
It's not easy but I try hard to,
The only thing keeping me from over going over board.
Laughter is unknown to me,
YetI try hard to but its never easy.

Drowning in a pool of my own blood,
Sinking slowly to the bottom,
Feeling my own blood going into my mouth,
And filling my lungs with its richness,
I'm slowly drowning into this gaping hole I call my life,
Quickly being pulled down to the bottom of the sea of my own blood,
Slowly I watch the rest of the world fade into nothingness,
After all these years,
I will drown in my own pool of blood,
Suffocation is quickly spreading through my body,
Gasping for air and life,
I'll fade more down into the sea of my own blood,
Lifelessness if filling into my empty eyes,
My mind slowly comes into darkness,
As last thought passes through my darkening mind, It will be of your hating self.

By:J.K.D.'06
It seemed like forever and,
We all thought I wouldn't ever change,
But now I have come to realize,
In recent times and moments,
That all I really want to do is get you back,
But is it too late?
You have tried over and over again to help me and be my friend,
And you got from me was verberal abusement,
You never did anything wrong to me at all to deserve any of it,
But now your finally gone and it is too late,
And now all I have left to do,
Is pray like crazy,
Even though I'm a Atheist,
Is to pray like fucking crazy,
For every minute of the day,
That you and I aren't talking,
I pray more and more,
That one day we will talk again.
And we will be bestfriends again like before.
I know you won't ever forget what I have done to you,
Because I only brought misery and hurt to you whenever we talked,
And for the past year and recent couple of months,
I fuck up a lot of things in my life.
More than ever I kept fucking it up more,
Till there was nobody or nothing left,
But now I am praying to whatever god out there,
That we will talk again one day,
I don't want to be an asshole to you no more.

By:J.K.D.'06
Today I saw our star,
Gleaming in the moonlight
Sparkling so brightly,
Like the twinkle in your eyes,
Whenevered you smiled,
I stood there in the cold,
Just gazing at our star,
Remember all the times we used to have,
And remember all the fun we used to have,
Through the tears, and laughter,
That star has seen it all,
From when we were sad to when we were most happier,
To when we both cried,
That damn star,
Has seen it all,
Just like you and me,
We seen it all,
Together we were,
Together we'll be,
Even if we aren't,
I'll always be here.